Fluent Thoughts

Last night I went to bed at 9:30 pm. I was in my chalet with my family and cousins they don’t usually go to bed early, some of them where playing “Play station” and some where watching TV and I was sleeping in my room. At 2:00 am I woke up from there disturbing noise, I tried to sleep again but it was useless; a night walk was a good idea that pops in my head when ever I can’t sleep, they where in the living room and I really didn’t want to see their faces (I was really angry), so the window was a good idea. I had my coat and sneakers on and from the window I got out.

It was cold and rainy. The cold wind slammed my face, my nose was red and my checks were frozen, but it was nice feeling the cold air going into your lungs.

Back from the window I climbed in and gone in a deep sleep.

Living in Kuwait means:

If you go to the Cinema alone… you are weird.
If you sit in your car near the sea doing nothing but watching a nice view… you have a romantic date.
If you go shopping alone … you have no friends.
If you go to the Gym … you want to lose weight.
If you don’t wear (`7alajeen) …. You are not following the fashion.
If you stutter … you have a mental problem.
If you smile in someone’s face … “Do you know me?”
If you (girl) ride a sport car …. You are a bad one.
If you read a lot … You are a geek.

I am not a fan of soccer matches but I like to watch the opening ceremony. Yesterday, while I was watching the opening ceremony of Arabian Gulf Cup I was really touched by the song that was welcoming Iraq again.

Well, I don’t know what others feel.
But I feel so happy to say:
“Welcome Back”

I have four coffee mugs. In my office, at home, at my chalet and one covered coffee mug for the car and traveling.

I like to buy them. I usually buy them as Gifts for my friends, which is really embarrassing.

In Eid I usually buy gifts to my family and in each Eid I must buy for one of them a Coffee Mug. So they open there gifts, wondering if they will have the mug this Eid or someone else.

Yesterday I went to buy a Birthday gift for one of my friends and I was telling my self: “any thing but not a Coffee Mug “. Well I was really looking for other things, and then I told to my self “Just have a look at the Mugs sector but don’t buy”. And there was that wonderful Coffee Mug with bright colors.

YES I DID BUY IT

I am glad…. I can do anything I want, but not what is bad for my health, society or others.

I am glad …. I am wearing a “Hijab” to move away the eyes of devils disguised in a human look.

I am glad …. I like living in peace and call for peace not like “Bein Ladin” and “Sharon”.

I am glad …. I respect other religions and cultures.

I am glad …. I stutter to know that talking is a Miracle.

I am glad …. I wish to others what I wish to my self.

I am glad …. I have to pray five times a day to keep in contact with Allah.

I am glad …. I respect my humanity and don’t let my tendencies lead me.

I am glad …. I have a mind to think with and don’t let others think for me.

I am glad …. I have my own personality and don’t imitate others.

I am glad …. I was born Muslim because I am not sure if I would be one with “Bein Ladin” killing innocent people.