28 February 2005
Full Moon
I see a smiling face with lazy eyes.
It is looking directly at me wondering in my eyes.
This is what I see in a full moon.
23 February 2005
Read Loud
My heart is beating so fast and strongly as if it is going to come out of my chest; my face is getting hot; I am feeling dizzy; my turn is close.
“TF, Read” the teacher said.
I can’t read loudly, it is why I hate English classes. After I finish reading I have this bad pain in my chest, my breathing gets hard. I feel that I will faint; my whole body keeps shaking until I get my Oxygen fixed.
And I want to cry hardly, but never did.
20 February 2005
Theory
What controls your decisions?
Is it your mind? No, maybe your Heart!!
Or might it be your soul!
Hmmm
Well let me put it in another way.
Your Mind refers to the logic side of your thinking.
Your Heart refers to the Emotional side of your thinking.
Your Soul refers to your own believes.
Do you Use the same way of thinking in every decision you make?
What is the best way of thinking?
What will happen if you think by using the three ways?
What makes a good decision?
I think if we use the three ways in one time and one direction, we will get the better decision.
If we could.
19 February 2005
Selfish
I was called selfish by one of my friends …
“You are selfish” …
“You only think of what pleases you” …
“yeah, live for your self ” …
Why? What did I do?
I refused to publish some topics that I wrote in a magazine. She showed the publisher my topics with out asking me and told him my name.
Yes, this is all what I did.
“I don’t like media” I told her .. Does that make me selfish.. or is it a thing that concerns me and only me?
“Selfish, You don’t have to like a thing to do it”
I don’t do things I am not convinced with. Does that make me selfish?
“Convince me” Is a word that I use a lot. Does that make me selfish?
“Do things for other people; let them share with you your ideas”
These are mine, I shared them with her as a friend, and that’s all.
“That is not enough; make every body share it with you”I don’t want fame, I hate fame, I really don’t want to be famous; Especially in that field.
I don’t want fame, I hate fame, I really don’t want to be famous; Especially in that field.Am I SELFISH?
