23 February 2005
Read Loud
My heart is beating so fast and strongly as if it is going to come out of my chest; my face is getting hot; I am feeling dizzy; my turn is close.
“TF, Read” the teacher said.
I can’t read loudly, it is why I hate English classes. After I finish reading I have this bad pain in my chest, my breathing gets hard. I feel that I will faint; my whole body keeps shaking until I get my Oxygen fixed.
And I want to cry hardly, but never did.
February 23rd, 2005 at 9:14 am
Next time anyone asks you to read aloud, tell them, you’ve got tonsils.
I like the template of your blog; it’s so much like you.
February 23rd, 2005 at 9:22 am
Do you think the teacher had something in his mind? Do you think that he thought by asking you to read he would succeed in reducing the stuttering after you get used to the loud reading? And do you think you’ve managed to reduce ur stuttering by time?
February 23rd, 2005 at 9:24 am
sarpanch,
Thanks God; No body will ask me any more because I graduated 20 months ago.
I am glad that you liked it
February 23rd, 2005 at 9:30 am
bo ghazi,
Back in England my teachers would let me stretch my words out as Faaaith.
When I grow up as in Year 5 they would not let me read alone they would let us read in groups, so I don’t hear my self reading and it makes it easier.
But in Kuwait they think that they know how to deal with such situations by forcing you to read, and don’t give you time to complete.
My stuttering got worse since I came to Kuwait.
February 23rd, 2005 at 9:52 am
Sorry to hear that… but you know how it could be with some people.. everyone just becomes an expert in everything & think they could deal with any situation and they become what we call “bul 3irraif”.
February 23rd, 2005 at 10:54 am
Counting your time since graduation by months … Guess those were the happier times of your life.
February 23rd, 2005 at 11:51 am
Yes they are : )
February 25th, 2005 at 1:46 pm
النظام في الكويت ما يقدر
February 26th, 2005 at 7:18 pm
inshallah things will be better
February 28th, 2005 at 9:03 am
ray,
Yeh, you are right.
Muslium,
Inshallah.
Welcome to my blog.
February 28th, 2005 at 9:59 am
TF,
Put it behind you, and don’t let it get to you. If you keep thinking about all those incidents, then things won’t change and may haunt you for a long time.
February 28th, 2005 at 10:28 am
TF i was working during this long holiday & checked ur blog every hour waiting 4 new posts, how ironic when i have access u dont post & wehn i dont u post:) did u enjooy it?:)
February 28th, 2005 at 10:45 am
bo rashid,
It was great : )