14 February 2005
Phone I Fear
Most of you have read “How do I Feel?” post. It was hard for me to write it but in someway I had to.
Well from Today I will start posting some of my feelings that I didn’t tell any body about before. But I will not stop posting other things as well.
“Phone I fear” is going to be my first.
Yes I fear using the phone it is really hard for me to talk by phone especially with those that I am not used to talk with, People who are not my family members (Mother, Father, Brothers & Sister), Friends, and colleges (Not all of them).
The most things I fear is that someone will not wait in the other side of the phone, for example:
True Faith: ………. H …
Person: Hello Hello
True Faith: …. H… Hello
Person: Yes
True Faith: …….
Person: Yes Hello
True Faith: ….
Person: Hello tooot tooot tooot
My Parents don’t understand this situation sometimes, and sometimes forget about it.
As when one of my relatives is in hospital or had a new baby or what ever happened to him/her, My Parents opens with me the following dialog:
Parents: Did you visit A?
True Faith: I didn’t have time, but I will tomorrow
Parents: A phone call wouldn’t be bad until you visit.
True Faith: I prefer visiting than calling.
Parents: What an excuse !
True Faith: No, I really mean it, I prefer visiting, but I didn’t have time; I will tomorrow.
Parents: Ok, what ever, why should we bother our selves about it. It’s you not us.
True Faith: You don’t understand, What ever.
When my family is out of Kuwait, I unplug the phone. And I don’t answer any phone calls when I am in home (Only my mobile).
P.S. No sympathy is allowed : )
