16 April 2005
فكرتي
طرأت في بالي فكرة
حروفها هنا و هناك مبعثرة
جمعتها في كلمة كلمة و كلمة إلى أن أصبحت جملة
جملة و جملة أصبحت الفكرة كاملة
قد حان و قتك يا عصب إلى اللسان هيا انطلق
ليخرجه إلى الملأ
يخرج حكما و درر
ما أروعهكلامي ما أروعه
يا إلهي ما لي لا أسمعه
آآآه….. تعثر كعادته
أنت انتظر
بقي الكثير في جعبتي ….. لم انتهي
إن حديثي سيعجبك …….. لو تنتظر
أنا في حديثي فصاحة و تناغم و سجع
و في حديثي حلاوة لا تنتهي أبد الدهر
أنا في حديثي طلاقة لا يعرفها غيري من البشر
أنت انتظر
بقي الكثير في جعبتي ….. لم انتهي
إن حديثي سيعجبك ….. لو تنتظر
أتعلم أن موسى عليه السلام
كليم الله قد كان معقود اللسان
أتعلم بأننا واحد من كل مائة
كيف لك ؟؟؟!!! و أنت جاهل لا تعرف القراءة
أنت انتظر
بقي الكثير في جعبتي ….. لم انتهي
إن حديثي سيعجبك …… لو تنتظر
أتعرف ما الفرق بيننا ؟؟؟
لا ا ا ا ا ليس تعثري
أنا ثقافتي واسعه علمي بحور هائجة
وضعت أهدافي أمامي و سرت في تحقيقها
أنا رضيت بما أبتليت …. و دعوت ربي شاكرة
و أنا جمعت شهادتي … و عبادتي … و العمل
و أنت ….. لا تعلم لماذا خلقت في الأصل
إذهب الآن و انصرف …. فمن حديثي أنا فرغت
بطلاقتي و تعثري أنا قد سردت فكرتي
April 16th, 2005 at 9:57 am
1- Great Pic .. I love it .. it’s full of hope , I can see that your sun rises and you are able to express your thoughts .
2- VERY NICE POEM ..
3- Don’t let the clouds cover your rays .. I know that you rays are strong enough to break them and go through them easily …
NEVER let yourself down .
April 16th, 2005 at 10:05 am
dear Daisy
u know how much I love those words …
and no matter how many times I read them everytime is like the first!
n_n
April 16th, 2005 at 10:36 am
well not only a photographer but also a poet! day after day we discover the hidden side of TF
keep posting good thngz
April 16th, 2005 at 11:10 am
So u take GOOD pics
u write Good poetry
u r nice to ppl
u r taller than me
GURL do u have any flaws??
PS if u say “i stutter” i m going to smack u on the head!!
April 16th, 2005 at 11:55 am
T.F
Very nice words
مارّة علي من قبل ! بس مادري وين
April 16th, 2005 at 12:37 pm
Broken,
You are great in explaining my thoughts.
Ra-1,
:)
Bo rashed,
Thank you.
I will do
Al,
Smack me (I stutter)
Eb9ara7a,
Well, you are Ra-1’s brother.
April 16th, 2005 at 1:07 pm
I dont remember I ever showed it to him!
April 16th, 2005 at 1:59 pm
nice pic..
الكاميرا على حامل و لا باليد؟
April 16th, 2005 at 2:08 pm
bo Maryoom,
باليد
WHY?
April 16th, 2005 at 3:45 pm
long post, what is the one sentence summary please
April 16th, 2005 at 3:49 pm
Layer; You read it all :p
April 16th, 2005 at 4:09 pm
no i did not, the3t, so instead of reading it I asked
April 16th, 2005 at 5:08 pm
As usual… Great pic.. & wise words..
April 16th, 2005 at 6:17 pm
ترو
جربى على الحامل..
و شوى تعريض اكثر اعتقد بتطلع مو طبيعيه:)
April 17th, 2005 at 1:02 am
ماااشللللة
الصورة رائعة
والكلام اروع
تدرين انا ما عندي شي اضيفه؟
كلامج كافي ووافي
اللة لا يحرمنا من هالابداع:)
April 17th, 2005 at 3:14 am
Dear T.F.
i just want to comment on the part where u mentioned that mosa 3alih eslam kaleem allah was also having vocal difficulty,
really, you are special in away much more than any one will ever fathom.
but realize this,
moses asked god for three things to help him to be a messenger of god, one of which : e7lol 3o8datan min lesani yaf8aholi gawli -i wl not quote incase i miswrote it,
so God is always, ALWAYS listening i dont think ur waiting for me to remind u of this TF,
after reading this, i had the initial thought of advicing u to quit writing about ur stuttering-cz u sure are a great talker on blog. but thinking more deeply, i think post more as much as ur heart/mind/even lips desire.. believe this, When god takes one thing, he gives another, u only know what that could be.. i hope u already discovered it.
ur mom.. ur dad, they must love you eternally, and stop making ur mom wish u marry a british, ur kuwaiteya and not any kuwaiti .. so ‘3ameetha yakhthich wa7ed 3yona zerg.. achla7 amla7 wayed a7san.. elmohim galba allah msa’7ra lich, ok 7abeebti ? love and admiration for u TF.
April 17th, 2005 at 6:49 am
نص جميل، لكن لم أفهم من هو الذي لاينتظرك ولماذا لاينتظرك حتى تفرغي من حديثك وفكرتكِ؟
April 17th, 2005 at 8:36 am
Purg,
7asafa it is a great poem.
Bo maryoom,
Thank you for the good advice I will try to do it the next time.
Bo ghazi,
As usual your comments make me smile
Mnoora,
Thank you sweetie.
Anonymous,
Thank you for visiting my blog.
I do say “e7lol 3oqdatan min lisani” in every prayer.
Quitting writing about my stuttering.
Let me tell you this since I have been writing about my stuttering many things have been released from my chest; I have changed.
You know what? It is hard for me to say to a person what I really feel about her/him; My feelings were jailed in me and never out.
After writing, I told mom that I love her; I haven’t told her that for a really long time.
As for the English guy; My family will never allow me to marry an English guy.
Ghassan,
It is the person that I am talking to; they never wait for me to complete; they get bored quickly.
April 17th, 2005 at 11:44 am
/me teg3ad oo tetamal el soora… allaaaahhhhh
i love this post.
April 17th, 2005 at 11:54 am
Swair,
Sunrise is the view that I always enjoy
April 17th, 2005 at 4:29 pm
TF, its a poem, no wonder I got lost
April 17th, 2005 at 4:35 pm
I assumed completing the words help. Thanks for clarification
April 18th, 2005 at 8:42 pm
The photos are amazing, aswell as the poetry.
You are who You are. You are a stutterer, but you don’t care what others think about you. You are proud of who you are. You are not just a stutterer, you are a Recovering stutterer and one day, you will be no more.
April 19th, 2005 at 8:54 am
Anonymous,
Thank you for your sweet comment.
Recovering; I don’t think so. I have been stuttering for 21 years now.
April 19th, 2005 at 1:47 pm
You Are Recovering… the more you learn to deal with it; the more you learn to live with it, the less it will be a problem; the less it will be a stutter.