Fluent Thoughts

As much I hate taking the responsibility of things as much I do.

I have always taken the big parts of paper work in School as well in College; when there is a Paper work I always take the major work; I don’t trust others in completing the work so I think if I took it my self it would be better for me and the group; they never mind.

My sister throws a birthday party for her self every year; and I tell her that I am not going to do any thing, I will just buy her a gift; and I end up doing every thing.

At work I do the same; I will not take anybody’s work; it will be only mine that I will do; And when someone is in a leave I end up taking all of his work.

When my parents travel, I ask them to give there kids enough money because I am not going to give them any If they come asking me for money; and I end up giving them most of my salary.

I love kids so much; yet I don’t want to take the responsibility of rising my own. Will I end up having my own dozen? :/

I like this song

Let’s read the trees and their Autumn leaves
As they fall like a dress undone
At the end of Summers, love will find lovers
Who need the shadows of a winter sun

Don’t tell me you’re leaving we can hide in the evening
It’s getting darker than it should
If we read the leaves as they blow in the breeze
Would it stop us now, my love

Time enough for hard questions
Time enough for all our fears
Time is tougher than we both know yet,
Time enough for tears

The moon is milk and the sky where it’s split
Is magic, and we all need to believe, that we can
Wake up in the dream, it’s not as hard as it seems
You know its harder to leave

Time enough for being braver
Time enough for all the fears
Time is tougher than we both know yet
Time enough for tears

I heard you say underneath your breaths some
kind of prayers I heard
You say underneath your breath that you never
wanted, to feel this way about anybody else

Time enough for hard questions
Time enough for all our fears
Time is tougher than we both know yet
Time enough for tears

Time enough for being braver
Time enough, I love this time of year,
Time is tough, its running away from us,
Time enough for tears

Time enough for tears
Time enough for tears