23 July 2005
Where am I ?
Sometimes I wake up wondering, where am I? What am I doing here?
I want to be me … living my life as I want … not here.
I don’t belong here.
I want to leave.
I want to live.
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July 23rd, 2005 at 8:52 pm
yalla lets do it
July 23rd, 2005 at 9:12 pm
Leave to where?
July 23rd, 2005 at 10:04 pm
Hi True Faith. It seems to me you are coming into greater self-realization and that is why your environment may not appeal to you. I KNOW your experience. But I have found out that no matter where you go, you still won’t belong anywhere. Why? Because apparently you are becoming an individual: true to yourself more than to anyone or anything else.
Maybe I am wrong!
July 24th, 2005 at 2:50 am
Live
What’s stopping you?
July 24th, 2005 at 7:02 am
Wherever you go I will follow you, you won’t get rid of me that easily
July 24th, 2005 at 11:01 am
:)
July 24th, 2005 at 11:45 am
if you only knew people who knew you, it’s what I always say, I know what’s stopping her, it’s not a thing you speak of or describe, I understand True Faith
I get that all the time, it’s a very gloomy feeling 
July 24th, 2005 at 1:18 pm
Nooni; 3ala eydech
Shopa; Where I belong …
Tantalize; Or you may be right…
What I really feel is that I am growing in a small glass bottle. No more space and no more air …
SC; Me …
Purg; And who said that I want to get rid of you
Sloth; Unstable
Sponty; It makes you want to cry … And hardly breath.
July 24th, 2005 at 2:19 pm
TF
July 24th, 2005 at 3:31 pm
What if this is where you belong?
July 24th, 2005 at 3:32 pm
sweetie why don’t you look at the bright side, living here might be better than being anywhere else. trust me, once you have this feeling, you’ll never feel yourself belonging no where.
try to change this idea, you can always love what you have and make a little changes in your life.
you can change your routine, it’ll help
change is good, isn’t it?
July 24th, 2005 at 8:02 pm
m; I am sure it isn’t …
Sarah; I am trying my best …
July 24th, 2005 at 8:43 pm
It Is Nice To Have Dreams
I Have A Wish Spell From A Psychic Do You Want it
July 24th, 2005 at 8:46 pm
I have Neverland … Where all my dreams come true
Thank you … but your spell is worthless when compared to my Neverland
July 24th, 2005 at 9:13 pm
One In The Hand Better Than Ten On The Tree
July 24th, 2005 at 9:15 pm
Nevrland is here in my hand right now … I never let it go
July 24th, 2005 at 9:27 pm
Can I Have A piece
For Me I Leave My Dreams Flow Away Freely, As I Want To Dream All The Time
July 24th, 2005 at 9:35 pm
No you can’t …
I am selfish when it comes to my land …
July 24th, 2005 at 10:07 pm
ياحسرتنا وين بتروحيييييين !!!
July 24th, 2005 at 10:10 pm
hahahaha …
No where, I hope not :/
July 24th, 2005 at 11:33 pm
True Faith:
Correct me if I am wrong but it seems you like being different and not abiding with the rest. You like the struggle. You like the pain that initially comes and then rewards you with a small amount of positivity. You like the endless metamorphosis. You are what many call a prophet: someone who seeks to prophecize something better which does not exist in the impurity you live in at the moment.
July 25th, 2005 at 2:35 am
اذا رحتي
اخذيني معاك
July 25th, 2005 at 2:52 am
Bye Bye.
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July 25th, 2005 at 8:46 am
Tantalize;
What I am writing through this blog is nothing to what I really feel…
Being sad and smiling all the time is not easy…
Feeling homesick in your country and with your family is not easy…
Suffering my pain from stammering and acting if it is alright and it’s not is not easy …
having memories hunting me all the time isn’t easy …
I tried to get rid of all of those feelings … but nothing worked …
I don’t think that if you as a guy would live as I am living now if you had all of that …
And you think that I like that …
July 25th, 2005 at 8:54 am
Ray; Yalla
Q8challeger; Thank you … that is really nice
July 25th, 2005 at 10:28 am
TF .. u said what u write is nothing to what u really feel!!!
then what is it ? :
July 25th, 2005 at 10:31 am
Ra-1; Enjoy my smile and don’t look deep inside me … Because what is there will always remain there 7abebti
July 25th, 2005 at 10:41 am
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July 25th, 2005 at 10:45 am
Ra-1; shfee 7aljech kella 3away these days ???
July 25th, 2005 at 11:15 am
coz i dont understand u !
July 25th, 2005 at 11:26 am
And who does
July 25th, 2005 at 5:59 pm
I concur with tantalize.
A good human. Take it easy.
January 21st, 2006 at 5:19 am
perhaps it is not all about you???
me, me ,me which is the crazy ness that got you here in the first place
ponder on it than you can leave….