Fluent Thoughts

I added a new mug to my mugs collection. But this Mug differs from the other mugs I already have, it has a wonderful quote written on it; well I always wanted a quotable mug but didn’t find much while traveling, so I made a research in the internet for quotable mugs and found a big collection of mugs in quotable ; I located it and found that they have a branch in London. I went there and got me one.

To read in History; you must be neutral and use more than one source to read. A source which belongs to the historical event it self and another that has another view of it.

I usually buy two books talking about the same event; but two different writers with two different backgrounds and views. This makes it clearer and makes me less bigoted to a certain view or opinion. At the end I still have doubts about what I read, if it was correct, if there was something not mentioned and if the writer was exaggerating or not.

Still, reading in History is fun.

I quit it all. A quitter I maybe called, and shame is what I feel now; but it’s better than all the pain I have been feeling after failing every try I have done.

I choose shame because it’s a matter of how people look at me, and of that I will not care anymore. Shame will give me a life with less people, less talking and communicating.

Living alone you might think, well I have always lived my pain alone, so what difference it will make. I prefer it as I lived it the past three weeks; I enjoyed reading, swimming, writing to my e-pals, watching Movies, spending more time with my family and talking less. I ignored all my phone calls (Sorry for those who were hurt by that but it was for a purpose). I will not gather with my college group if they were more than two and no more family gatherings.

No it is not wrong; this is a life that I have chose for my self and I am happy with it.

P.S. Ra-1 and Wass, you are not allowed to discuss this with me.