Fluent Thoughts

Voicing my thoughts in a fluent manner

28 October 2005

When I die

True Faith at 12:15 am, Faith, Thoughts

The thought of death is always in my mind. I always think of that moment when the angel of death will come to take my soul and leave my body to be graved in earth.

I think of that moment and will I be able to say :

“أشهد أن لا إله إلا الله و أشهد أن محمد رسول الله”

or will it be heavy and my tongue won’t be able to say it. I think of how the angel of death will call my soul; will he say “come out, you evil soul” or will he say “come out, you good soul”. I think of my grave and its darkness, and the moment when they pour sand on me. I will never exist again in this world they will be no more me.

People might forget me; and some might pray for me; others might never mention me again.

After that I will go to where? Hell or Heaven. Hell, that will burn my body and will tear me into parts, pain will remain, might increase but will never reduce.

Or maybe Heaven, where I have never imagined, that will be something much better than my fiction books, fairy tale movies and something I have never seen even in my never land.

 اللهم إني أسألك حسن الخاتمه

23 Responses to “When I die”

  1. Purgatory72 Says:

    you will be fine.

  2. Anonymous Says:

    purg awal mara a7es enek 6ayeb :~)

  3. '' Judy Abbott '' Says:

    TF: you are the true faith my dear… and you will be able to say it easly inshalla and have your last sip of water .. just at the right time dont rush into unknowns.
    Bless your heart TF , dont worry.

    Purg 6ayeb !!! anon ma 3ndik/ch salfa hatha obo al na7asa .

  4. True Faith Says:

    Purg; Inshallah; will all be :)

    Anon; Purg is the kindest blogger ever :)

    Judy; Thank you sweetie :* Allah ysma3 menich :)

  5. Badoor Says:

    i got in2 a fatal acident; i always thought ill remember that; i guess i had alot on my mind; على قولتج يالله حسن الخاتمة

  6. illusion Says:

    I think about death on a daily bases. I don’t know if that means I am a pessimistic person, but I do wonder how I will die. Strangely I have this feeling I will die in a car accident. I will not deny it, I am afraid of dying which shows that my faith in god is not strong. Hopefully one day I won’t be so afraid of dying.

    Inshalla you will be able to say it easily and hevean will embrace you with open arms :)

  7. Ra-1 Says:

    دايما ادعوا
    اللهم إنا نسألك حسن الخاتمة
    اللهم اجعل قبورنا روضات من رياض الجنة
    :

  8. Diver Says:

    الهم آمين يرزقك ويرزقنا حسن الخاتمة. وتذكر الموت حث عليه الرسول (ص) فقال تذكروا هادم اللذات
    من الجميل قراءة مدونة فيها مثل هذا الكلام الله يثبتك في الدنيا والاخرة

  9. NuNu™ Says:

    اللهم إني أسألك حسن الخاتمه
    آمين

  10. SwAiR Says:

    u’ll be fine, babe :***

  11. True Faith Says:

    Badoor الله يهدينا و يهديك للخير إنشالله و يذكرك بالشهادة :)

    illusion “Hopefully one day I won’t be so afraid of dying.” I hope that you will reach this point. And thank you for your sweet comment :)

    Ra-1 إنشالله آنا وياج إندش الجنه سوى و نكون جيران قصري يم قصرج و عندنا حديقه كبيره. إنتي تربين فيها خيول و آنا أحط في حديقتي بحر و أربي فيها حواته و دلافين. و كل يوم آنا وياج نتسابق إنتي على حصانج و آنا على حوتي. و طبعا آنا اللي أفوز :P

    Diver آمين :)

    NUNU ويرزقنا و ياج الجنه إنشالله :)

    Swair Thank you sweetie :*

  12. Sarpanch Says:

    Death - Is the biggest truth of Life; In front of it, all aspirations, hopes, plans, ideas etc., fall flat on the face.

  13. True Faith Says:

    Sarpanch; To get a good afterlife you should work hard in life :)

  14. Sarpanch Says:

    I wish I could believe in the concept of Heaven, Hell or Afterlife.

    I also wish that I am wrong. :)

  15. True Faith Says:

    Sarpanch; And I wish that you would :)

  16. kuwaity_ra7al Says:

    التفكير بالموت لازم يكون مصحوب بإيمان ولا الواحد راح يستخف..لأنه بالنهاية عقل الإنسان محدود مهما وصل و بلغ من ذكاء و فطنة

    و انت اكيد و انشالله مؤمنة .. و يالله حسن الخاتمة:)

    تحياتي

  17. Hopeless Poet Says:

    Allah yer7amch wo yer7amna :)

  18. Q8ibloger Says:

    the fact that you think about it more is a good step in its self

    يُثَبِّتُ اللَّهُ الَّذِينَ آمَنُوا بِالْقَوْلِ الثَّابِتِ فِي الْحَيَاةِ الدُّنْيَا وَفِي الْآخِرَةِ وَيُضِلُّ اللَّهُ الظَّالِمِينَ وَيَفْعَلُ اللَّهُ مَا يَشَاءُ

    ” قَالَ الْبُخَارِيّ حَدَّثَنَا اِبْن الْوَلِيد حَدَّثَنَا شُعْبَة أَخْبَرَنِي عَلْقَمَة بْن مَرْثَد قَالَ سَمِعْت سَعْد بْن عُبَيْدَة عَنْ الْبَرَاء بْن عَازِب رَضِيَ اللَّه عَنْهُ أَنَّ رَسُول اللَّه صَلَّى اللَّه عَلَيْهِ وَسَلَّمَ قَالَ ” الْمُسْلِم إِذَا سُئِلَ فِي الْقَبْر شَهِدَ أَنْ لَا إِلَه إِلَّا اللَّه وَأَنَّ مُحَمَّدًا رَسُول اللَّه فَذَلِكَ قَوْله ” يُثَبِّتُ اللَّهُ الَّذِينَ آمَنُوا بِالْقَوْلِ الثَّابِتِ فِي الْحَيَاةِ الدُّنْيَا وَفِي الْآخِرَةِ”

    رَبَّنَا اغْفِرْ لَنَا ذُنُوبَنَا وَإِسْرَافَنَا فِي أَمْرِنَا وَثَبِّتْ أَقْدَامَنَا وَانْصُرْنَا عَلَى الْقَوْمِ الْكَافِرِينَ

  19. True Faith Says:

    Kuwaity ra7al Thank you :) and آمين

    HP آمين :)

    q8ibloger Thank you and welcome back :)

  20. kazmawy Says:

    كلام جميل…الله يثيبك عليه ويثبتنا واياكم ويرزقنا حسن الخاتمة …. اامين

  21. Play Says:

    Play…

    news…

  22. Independent Says:

    Independent…

    news…

  23. Faithfully Says:

    Faithfully…

    news…

Leave a Reply