Fluent Thoughts

Our eyes are one major way to knowing this world. Each one of us would not sense the meaning of colours and shapes if not for their eyes; hands might do a good job knowing shapes yet eyes are the perfect and normal way.

A colour as red that we all call red; might differ from eye to another; not the sharpness of it or it’s brightness; the colour it self I meant. I know that this thought seems crazy and no way to be true. But we always say that people have different tastes in things they see or wear; what if it was they all have the same taste yet the different way of seeing the colours and shapes.

What if what I see as red, you see as green, she sees as purple and he sees as yellow; all according to my way of seeing colours? What if what I see as a triangle with sharp edges you see as a circle also with sharp edges according to your way of seeing shapes?

I know that this thought might make no sense to you? But think of it deeply and you might find the sense in it.

A heart in a scientific point of view is not the source of emotions; it’s the brain, still I like to link emotions to the heart. A heart as I believe is white with a small black dot when a human is first created. The black dot is a combined of envy, hate, jealousy and evil; and this dot might grow according to the circumstances, environment, education, and life path.

Which part will be stronger when two people meet each other; is what I have thought of a lot, I mean that if I meet “A” for example, I might like her from her smile or dislike her from her look; I might even avoid her after that for no reason, it’s like that my black part was stronger in that specific time or it might be that my white part has noticed her black part. And if both of our black parts have met; we might both have the same bad feelings toward each other.

How can I control my self in such situations is to give the chance to my white part to meet A’s white part, to seek for the goodness in her; and try as much as I could to give her white part enough time to begin searching for mine.

I hope you all have a stronger white part in your hearts

This weather is really scaring me. And there is no electricity; my coffee maker is not working.

I and Ra-1 have decided to not go to work today (until the weather is settled).

So; who wants to join us?

A Sunny day it was when I started to seek for a lake I remember being there, some where in the forest near my hut. I have been away for some time and this lake would change its place from time to time and move following the sun rays. After two days of searching, I found it at last and kept tracing it to observe its movements and know where to find it when ever I need it again.

The water was warm, pure and perfumed with the best fragrance ever. I started flying deep in it trying to reach it’s depth that I have never reached before. There always have been an opposite force that would push me back; the force is weaker this time, still I couldn’t reach it.