3 December 2005
Pain
A burning skewer finding its way in my body; and settles in my spine. Choosing its favorite organ and spinning through it. Waking me from my deep sleep with pain shocks so fast that I could not ignore; it’s growing and spreading; it’s shrinking to settle again. Nightmares and strange dreams; sleeping and getting shocked; waking up and twisting. Getting up trying to reach the pain killer; it’s away so far away. Pain reduces; I go back to sleep and dream that I had my pain killer. Another shock but not as the ones before; a shock that made me sit and curve like a shrimp not knowing where the pain is, not knowing the source of it. I try to reach my mobile but can’t spread my arm enough to reach it. Suddenly it’s morning and I wonder if that was a dream, as soon as I try to get up, the pain shocks me again, I reach my pain killer and have two pills of it; wait in my bed curving like a shrimp until its gone.
Nothing, until now. I wonder what that was. It’s not the strongest pain I’ve had yet the strangest.
December 3rd, 2005 at 8:32 pm
It was like delirium… Strange dreams… Pain is not good at all, but strange dreams are nice. Forgive me for these words, may be You did not like it.
But True Faith are You ok now? Be fine, please…
P.S. I feel pain consequently I exist… good proverb for our generation
December 3rd, 2005 at 9:08 pm
hmm someone has a voodoo doll of you!
December 4th, 2005 at 8:58 am
salamaat TF, check yourself up and stop using painkillers :/
December 4th, 2005 at 7:17 pm
T.N.C. I am fine; don’t worry. Pain didn’t come back.
Purgy That seems reasonable!
Mishari26 Went today and checked after my mother’s whole day of nagging and nothing wrong with me. Pain killers are good they take your pains away
December 4th, 2005 at 8:00 pm
glad ur feeling better now :
December 4th, 2005 at 10:25 pm
Maybe you ate something bad the night before?
December 5th, 2005 at 8:28 pm
Ra-1 Thank you dear
don veto I had lunch out that day; so may be you’re right.