Fluent Thoughts

Dear All;

Fluent thoughts is closed until September.

I hope you all enjoy your summer vacations

Good bye

TF

The love I know is the love for God, my family, my self, my friends, my life, and things in my life. A love that I will be writing about I have no experience in it at all, not even once.

“LOVE” I hear a lot in my life; I hear how great it is; I hear how painful when they split; I hear how many felt they own the world when they’re with the ones they love; how much they would do to satisfy them, to make them happy; I hear regret, I hear shame, I hear people would cry every night, I hear parts of broken hearts falling on the floor.

I hear that people changed; I hear some gave on their dreams; their families and friends; I hear of those who ran away and left all behind to be with him or her.

 I hear of Qais who has gone mad and lost his mind, when his love Layla has died.

 Is Love so good that could be bad, so hard and painful sometimes?

Is Love a dream or a fairy tale that only exists in DVDs?

I see my parents and my sister and her Husband; I see other people also; I ask them how it is to love someone that bad; and ask them; where did this love go during time?

Love that would increase year by year but never get less or disappear, Love that will keep my mind straight, Love that has no shame, no fear and no regret. This is the love that I want to experience.

They shout they fight; they seem that they will kill each other.

“What in god is that? You’re going to kill each other”
“We are playing, not fighting” Boodi replies
“Playing! You are killing each other and you say playing”
“Do you see us crying?” said Loosh
“In seconds one of you will”
“No we will not” said Loosh

I go to my room and close the door; minutes later

“Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah aaaaaaaaaaaaaah TF Loosh punched me in my stomach”
“Oh I thought you weren’t fighting”
“We weren’t but he punched me; GO PUNISH HIM”
“Sorry as long as you’re not fighting I will not punish any of you”
“Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah I will call mum and tell her to punish you as well”
“Hey you; If you don’t shut up I will punish you”
“He punches me and you punish me; that is not fair”
“I told you both to not fight but none would listen to me”
“WE WERE NOT FIGHTING”

Today isn’t a good day

1st; My sister loses her baby

2nd; Ra-1 is sick; she is very sick and no it’s not the flu, she can barely move and wasn’t able to breath, and this post in her blog was written by Eb9ara7a not her.

I hope they both feel better soon.