26 November 2006
Three lines
Sinning is a crime on self, and being proud of it is a crime on society.
Life might not be fair; but God is.
صلاتي حياتي و سندي في مماتي
25 November 2006
Eating shrimp
UN is so much concerned in the reducing of seafood; therefore they will start putting new fishing laws. They are afraid that there will be no more shrimps for the coming generations to eat.
The daily killing in world, wars that have been started all around the middle east, Aids in Africa, America inventing Enemies and fighting them in the name of “War on Terrorism”, Israel taking a land of ours and killing the inhabitants of it and neighbors etc. etc. etc.; will make no more generations to come and eat shrimps.
So don’t worry UN, all is handled well.
23 November 2006
Love Worthy
You made me live with no regrets, you made me love the things I love, you made my past wonderful as my future, you are the reason I live, I breath, I feel happy with every sunrise.
No love can be more than the thing I feel when I see you. I love your smile, I love your smell, I love the way you talk, I love the way you walk, I love your hugs, I love your words, and love the way you look into my eyes
No one makes me feel special as you do, you’re always proud of me.
I love you BABA 
22 November 2006
Edit
I am a very strong woman, not as it seems in my blog; I have a leader personality since I was young. People who read my blog think that I’m a shy person for what I write through my posts, am absolutely not, I talk to people while looking them in the eye no matter who she/he was; I’m just sensitive.
I used to be quite when feeling that I will stammer or will be tensed and that will cause for my stammer. To get through this I’ve invented a game that I play from time to time it’s called, oh I still didn’t name it (will think of a name later);I play it two to three time a week; I call banks, companies, stores or any place that has a call center, I call and ask questions about their products, for the sake of talking in phone, every time I do that I have trembled hands, fast heart beatings and a strange feeling in my stomach; I say shut up stupid feelings and let me do this, I have nothing to lose, they might hang up on me, I will call again and make them regret it with my non stop questions 
thankfully this didn’t happen yet
That was one thing; the other thing is I’ve quitted my first job but I didn’t leave without revenging, I made my Ex- Boss regret his bad attitude with me, and felt no guilt in that. I had a long vacation that I’ve spent with my family; and got a new job.
And there is this thing that I would like to tell, but will not tell now it will be a surprise that you will know in 2007 hopefully
21 November 2006
French coffee
He knocks the door; “come in”, “what would you like to have Miss”, “French coffee with little sugar please, not medium just little”, “anything else”, “No thank you”
He places the coffee infront of me; I face the window and stray away. I go 4 years back.
…….
“This can’t be; you can’t say no now”
“But mum I can’t; it is not right”
“How come? It was right before why not now”
“I changed my mind I can’t marry him anymore, he’s different than me”
“And you just discovered this”
“I think he changed; or maybe I changed; I’m not sure but it doesn’t feel right anymore”
“Oh god what will I tell your father”
“Nothing; I will tell him”
…….
“No way; what will people say; you’re already engaged, a three years engagement!”
“I don’t want him anymore; I will not be happy with him”
“I can’t; I can’t tell them that my daughter don’t want you anymore”
“I will tell them”
…….
“Why don’t you tell him you self”
“I can’t its hard”
“You’re selfish”
“I know”
“I’m not going to tell him”
…….
“I will call his mum and tell her; this is shameful”
“Thank you”
…….
It’s over
He knocks the door, “come in”, he takes the cold coffee to replace it with a new one.
