Fluent Thoughts

Antibiotics

I’ve got the flu and an inflection in my right ear and allergy in both my left eye and pharynx. Thankfully I feel good and not weak yet I went to the hospital because such things could affect my lungs which are already weak. They gave me an injection and some medicines. As I usually do; I have what I feel like having and throw the rest. And from the medicines that I felt like having were the antibiotics.

The thing is I have never in my life found an antibiotic that suites me; all have side affects that affects me badly; it’s either stomach aches and vomiting (sorry for the disgust-ness) or breathing problems.

Reading club

Reading clubs is a good experience for those who consider reading as a hobby they often practice. I’ve joined reading clubs at school; and haven’t since university and would love to join again; do any of you know a good place that has a reading club? taking in consideration that I prefer reading in English.

Weekend

This weekend will hopefully be a nice weekend for me. I hope that you all enjoy yours

1. Don’t clear your mind of other thoughts; because it will never be clear.

2. Don’t focus too much because this will lead you into analyzing the thought and cutting it into many pieces, that will turn it into a puzzle, which will need putting all of its parts together; and that will take too much time and effort.

3. Trust your guts because it’s fast.

4. Always start your day with a cup of coffee.

I ’ve been in the past three weeks until today in the mildest stage of stammer I have ever been in, and for the first time in my life I’m not afraid of losing it.

I talk about what ever comes up in my mind, I swap letters a lot “بدليات” and repeat others as well yet in a fluent easy way, I have no pressure and have no tense.

I feel as it’s not me who is talking as if some one else is.

الليل طويل و ظلمه

حلم حياتي إني أصير أم

النهار قصير.. ما يكفي

أخاف من الزواج

ما أحب أطلع بعد المغرب

أفكر مرات أتبنى

مع إن الليلة قمره بس نورها ما ريحني

أخاف اتحسف

…..

أحب أهلي أكثر من روحي

أحب إبوي و أحب أمي

أمي تناديني و أقولها لبيه

أحس نعم ما توفيها حقها

ترد علي و تقول

لب قلب من قال لبيه

و مرات تقول

لبيتي في منى إنشالله

….. 

الرب واحد

العمر واحد

السنين تمر

و الناس اتغير

 الله لا يغير علينا

It was six in the morning when she opened her eyes to see two Romanian men sitting on the floor near her bed looking directly into her eyes. “Close for awhile, open again and you will not see them any more” she commanded her eyes.

A strong worm power interred her heart and from her heart it reached her spine and paralyzed her whole body except for those in her demand (her eyes).

She woke up at six in the morning with a heavy right hand.