Fluent Thoughts

I remember some time ago people used to see me skinny; and in a need to gain some weight and suddenly now they think that I have the perfect weight and trying to reach it to look good, though I have not changed; it is the same 34% weight to height I have always had.

What made there outlook change?

Monday evening some of our relatives visited us; and one of their daughters who is 20 years old have lost to much weight since I last met her (2 months ago), she was very pretty mashallah that I couldn’t take my eyes of her; it is when she said:

 M: “you like the way I look now? Don’t you”
TF: “You have always looked pretty; and you look much prettier now”
M: “I have been dieting. Your way of dieting”
TF: “My way!! I’ve never been on diet”
M: “Your cousin told me about your diet”
TF: “!!!”
M: “You are healthy, you eat only when you’re hungry, you don’t eat fast food, you have you dinner at maximum 7:30, you drink to much water, you eat vegetables and fruits every day, you only add little sugar to what you eat, you only drink juice, coffee, tea and sparkling water, you don’t like mayonnaise and you put a portion of food in your plate that you will finish and never add more”
TF: “Oh! You and my cousin were talking about that and knowing all details of my eating habits!!”
M: “Yes and we think you have the best eating habits ever; you should write a book about it”
TF: “!!”

They have observed my eating habits a way I didn’t do my self and thought of it as a good diet; not knowing that if I loose weight (Which usually happens) it is very hard for me to regain the weight I lost; it could take a year or more to do. 

In conclusion, thanks to me this relative of mine looks really pretty now

Despite my previous post; I am happy to be an aunt of my little devilish niece. It’s been a year now since her birth.

I like it that she exists and like it more that she likes me the most (which makes her poor mum jealous ); she calls me “NANA”, calls her father “BABA”, and calls everybody else “DADA” including her toys!

She is much attached to me that no one is allowed to come close to me; no one is allowed to hug me or kiss me especially my little brothers; it is when she will start crying and shouting “NANA NANA”; which leads me to do it on purpose for the pleasure of it

Happy Birthday My Love

Being an adult and still living with my parents isn’t a strange issue in Kuwait; actually it is a must as long as I’m not married.

Being the eldest and single while my younger siblings are married is a bit strange; especially when two of them are married. They already have their own containers that I’m not a part of.

As for me, my parents treat me as a lady in my age should be treated, taking her own decisions and living her own life as if she is totally independent. This keeps only my other brothers in the container with my parents, leading them and some times taking decisions on there behalf.

What I have noticed yesterday is that I’m in no container; my mum calls my sister and they go in another room and talk about something concerning my brother (I guess), a few minutes later my brother and father join. I ‘m out of the room, out of the decision taking and out of all containers.

I don’t feel lonely and that does not make me change my mind about marriage; still I kind of feel left behind, why does marriage give them the precedence in being in that room and not me. It’s not that marriage had matured them any more. I’m still the eldest!!

Define the word “Beauty”!

Brains are Lego bricks, puzzles or  beaded chains.