Fluent Thoughts

Voicing my thoughts in a fluent manner

7 May 2007

Just me

True Faith at 12:16 pm, Memories, My life, Feelings

 

It was very early in the morning when she decided that she will be just her, from now on it’s only her but a part of her will pretend to be a part of them. She became her that pretended to be part of them until she became an adult who forgot that it was all pretending. She woke up one night by the sound of just her crying, she didn’t recognize just her and thought it was some one she didn’t know

“who are you?”
“I’m just you”
“I thought you were a dream I had once, or twice”
“I wish I was”
“I’m not what I’m pretending, am I?”
“No; you are just you”

It’s when she started crying with no tears.

6 Responses to “Just me”

  1. Judy Abbott Says:

    You know what they say about people who cry without tears? they are beyond emotions, they know what emotions are and how they work. I wish i was part of them .

    Growing up and realizing you are someone else, that’s what our society force you to be.. double live double interests just to be lovable and not sparkling different which it seems to be a sin. Being different in our society means you are bad not matter what.

    I love you even if you were the bad different.

  2. Carly Says:

    Nice- I like it. I think most of us wake up at some point and realize that we have put ourselves on the back burner. Many never make it back to the front. I have taught my children, as my mother did me- different/weird is good-normal is boring.

  3. eshda3wa Says:

    very touching

    its hard to come to terms with who you really are not what is expected from you, not the way you mold yourself to fit in

  4. Phoenix Says:

    One word only: DEEP!

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