An Islamic scholar called Ibn Taimeyyah once said
“انا جنتي وبستاني في صدري أني سرت فهى معي”
“My heaven and orchard are in my chest, where ever I go, they are with me”
Amazing how few words can answer the most complicated question to many, “where is happiness?”.
Happiness is in you, it’s a seed that needs to be irrigated and tendered to grow; and no matter how big it grows there is always space for more, happiness would never be a burden on a human’s chest.
Be happy 
It was very early in the morning when she decided that she will be just her, from now on it’s only her but a part of her will pretend to be a part of them. She became her that pretended to be part of them until she became an adult who forgot that it was all pretending. She woke up one night by the sound of just her crying, she didn’t recognize just her and thought it was some one she didn’t know
“who are you?”
“I’m just you”
“I thought you were a dream I had once, or twice”
“I wish I was”
“I’m not what I’m pretending, am I?”
“No; you are just you”
It’s when she started crying with no tears.
They talk and laugh while my thoughts are away from it all; only you will know that I’m not here. Suddenly my eyes meet yours and we stretch a smile that says
“I love you”
“I love you more”
Dear Father;
I have never witnessed a love as mine to you; I don’t believe that any person will deserve the love I have for you.
They say a husband and a child of mine will definitely come first then you.
يخسون
No way; no way will a person make my heart bounce as you do; it’s your appearance from behind that door, it’s your smile, it’s the way you make me laugh when sorrow makes nothing to laugh at.
أضحك من قلب بس وياك
Dear Father;
I love and live you; people live the life and I live you.
According to the big space of the unawake part of my mind there was more to see than what I have seen; it wasn’t just a dream and wasn’t something that I forgot for a period of time, it was there yet in denial.
Should I ask what happened after or should I simply forget it ? Oops I mean deny it.
…….
A lovely thought
Flowers always bloom and eventually they will fade.
A Lovely event
A friend’s birthday; when the clown makes fun of your stammer.
A Lovely word
Relax and take a deep breath before you talk.
A lovely day
A gloomy day
…….
I trusted it
Although it was always
Shameful, harsh and disappointing
…….
في فينات هذا الزمان أخذت بغدره
فحكى الدهر في صفحاته ألم طفلة
فتح الكتاب و تقلبت صفحاته و أنمحى ما قد يكون في زمانها
ليكتب غير زمانها زمان
…….
Get sense
Do sense
Talk sense
Or die soon
…….
Have a splendid weekend all
